Thursday, January 12, 2023

Kruse's Key: Read "The Love Songs of W.E.B. Du Bois" Because It Just May Be The Great American Novel

Acclaimed poet HonorĂ©e Fanonne Jeffers’ soaring 800-page debut (!) novel (Kirkus prize for fiction finalist) The Love Songs of W.E.B. Du Bois can also be read as a history of the United States in Georgia.  Over the span of 200 years, she unearths the history of a fictional family beginning with the native American tribe originally living in Chicasetta (The Place-In-The-Middle-Of-The-Tall-Trees at the time).  From there we see the intersections, overlaps and violent collisions with the Europeans–later Americans–all bringing with them African slaves who lived in a constant state of tension, terror, and longing.

The people who lived in The-Place-in-the-Middle-of-the-Tall-Trees knew much about the Seminoles, because the Seminoles had once been a part of the Creek people before they had broken off to form their own nation. And the Seminoles gave sanctuary to Negroes, taking them into their villages. They mated with Negroes, too.

It's to Jeffers’ credit that she peels back the layers of this family’s history to its origins in both Africa and to the indigenous people living in North America.  She lays bare the roots of America’s founding:

For the original transgression of this land was not slavery. It was greed, and it could not be contained. More white men would come and begin to covet. And they would drag along the Africans they had enslaved. The white men would sow their misery among those who shook their chains. 

In graphic, painful detail the reader sees the “sowing” of successive generations in Chicasetta.  The culture of rape, assault, and abuse turns one stomach–I had to put down the book many times in disgust and horror.  While this is fiction, it’s clear that Jeffers  is drawing on the 15 years she spent researching original source archival documents for her 2020 Age of Phillis (longlisted for the National Book Award for Poetry).  Using the modern day descendent of these collisions in the person of Ailey Garfield, the author records her life from birth through her pursuit of a doctorate in history.  In the Age of Phillis, Jeffers examined and corrected the record of the life of Phillis Wheatley–an 18th century poet–the first African American woman to publish a book of poetry.  Previous to Jeffers’ book, all that was known of Wheatley’s life came from what a white woman (purported to be a relative of the woman who owned Wheatley) wrote 50 years after her death.  

Much as Jeffers labored in researching Phillis Wheatley’s life, so Ailey labors in uncovering her own family’s history.  Along the way, addiction, sexual abuse, and racism threaten to unmoor her but it is her parents and family that keep her tethered as she holds on to sacrament that is family.  The novel’s strengths rests in the masterful way that Jeffers tells a story not just about one family but also about a piece of land, and also about Africa, and also about America, and also about the African American struggle for freedom, and also about the civil rights movement, and also about what it means to be a black woman in America. 

Ever since 1868 when novelist John William DeForest coined the term the “Great American Novel”--there has been much debate over which novel should bear the moniker.  Critics and scholars argue about esteemed titles from To Kill a Mockingbird to American Psycho to The Great Gatsby to Moby Dick to The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn to The Invisible Man to Blood Meridian. There will always be debate about this because even the term “The Great American Novel” is impossible to define because it must not only capture the scope of America on the micro and macro level, it must also be personal but also removed, it must encompass both the greatest things about this country but also its cancers.  One would be hard pressed to deny that The Love Songs of W.E.B. Dubois does all of these things–it is a novel of but also’s–it refuses to tell only one story–it strives instead to tell every story.  And who better to have written the “The Great American Novel” than a poet?***  

Because what is America but poetry? 

Something sometimes metered

in perfect rhyming syllables,

leaping

other times and 

Frac

TURED

In tortured mispalld guttural gasps

But always sharp as a steeled knife

As able to slip into our ribs 

Sink into our hearts

As it is to shave aways the callouses of 

Of our differences.

Jeffer’s Ailey endures.  She persists–full of self doubt and accumulated blows–imperfect but buoyant–she strives to triumph.  

Ailey rises on the backs 

No–the wings of her ancestors who fought

across gritted striped generations

The matriarch arriving in chains from Africa for whom Jeffers writes:

She was owned, but her memories were not.

***I wrote this last paragraph on Love Songs as The Great American Novel BEFORE reading the Kirkus review on it

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Related Reading:

My review of Homegoing by Yaa Gyasi.  

My review of Between the World and Me by Ta-Nehisi Coates.  

My review of The Warmth of Other Suns by Isabel Wilkerson.  

My review of Sing, Unburied Sing by Jesmyn Ward.

My review of Homeland Elegies by Ayad Ahktar

My review of Seasons of the Shadow by Leonara Miano.  This novel explores slavery’s collision with a village in Cameroon.

My Kindle Highlights for Empire of the Summer Moon: Quanah Parker and the Rise and Fall of the Comanches, the Most Powerful Indian Tribe in American History

Violence and the Social Compact” by Ta-Nehisi Coates (Atlantic article)

The Lynching of Claude Neal.  PBS article is here.

Born a Crime: Stories from a South African Childhood

The Heartbeat of Wounded Knee: Native America from 1890 to Present

Bury My Heart at Wounded Knee


Key quotes:

Location: 150

For the original transgression of this land was not slavery. It was greed, and it could not be contained. More white men would come and begin to covet. And they would drag along the Africans they had enslaved. The white men would sow their misery among those who shook their chains. These white men would whip and work and demean these Africans.

Location: 172

The people who lived in The-Place-in-the-Middle-of-the-Tall-Trees knew much about the Seminoles, because the Seminoles had once been a part of the Creek people before they had broken off to form their own nation. And the Seminoles gave sanctuary to Negroes, taking them into their villages. They mated with Negroes, too.

Location: 383

And then the treaties, the agreements between these intruders and the people, all of which would be broken, and the land that would be taken—and taken again. There was the Treaty of Savannah in 1733. The Treaty of Coweta in 1739. The Treaty of Augusta in 1763. Ten years later, a second treaty in that same place. The Treaty of New York in 1790, and the realization that our land would

Location: 396

The Treaty of Washington in 1805, and our land was no longer what the people called it. Now the white men called us “Georgia.”

Location: 987

Yet battle was different when it occurred on paper and in assaults on the mind. The white men—the Americans—wanted everything and did not respect the ways of the people.

Location: 1,987

The light-skinned woman was a signare, a woman of English and African blood who’d been given by her family as a wife to an Englishman for as long as he stayed in Africa. In this small district, this woman was the only one of her kind, but closer to the coast, there was an entire community of signares and their families. In-between women who were neither true wives nor concubines. They spoke two languages, Wolof and English, or sometimes, Mandinka and English, but were infidels who had left aside Allah and clung to the skinny Jesus that hung on a cross. Like their white fathers and husbands, the signares traded in slaves.

Location: 2,136

She was owned, but her memories were not.

Location: 3,523

To paraphrase the great poet Sterling A. Brown: ‘More Negroes have been ruined by Harvard than by bad gin.’ Only he didn’t say ‘Negroes,’ if you catch my drift.”

Location: 4,255

Before he allowed Geoff to take his great-niece on their northbound journey, Uncle Root gave him a copy of The Negro Motorist Green Book, so they could find diners, hotels, and boardinghouses that would serve them, once they traveled out of family territory.

Location: 4,577

Born in the City, her husband wasn’t familiar with the taste of healthy, green food you had picked only hours before. The sight of earth not taken over by concrete. That in darkness, if there was no trouble, the only sounds came from small beings. He didn’t know that you could ache for a place, even when it had hurt you so badly.

Location: 4,699

“Are the folks down home calling themselves something besides Negro?” “Like what, baby?” “Like, Black?” “Why they want to do something like that? That ain’t a nice thing to call nobody.”

Location: 7,336

How to explain what it was like to be Black to this white woman who wasn’t even southern? That a Black child didn’t have a right to hate their Black mama? Hatred was not allowed against your parents, no matter what had happened. You had to forgive your parents for whatever they had done even if they’d never apologized, because everybody had to stay together. So much had been lost already to Black folks.

Location: 8,737

Then there came warriors, such as Tecumseh of the Shawnee, a tribe in the north of the continent. And there were prophets, such as Tecumseh’s brother Tenskwatawa. Together these men were the Shooting Star and the Open Door, and they rode down to our land to unite our people of the south with our people of the north. Tecumseh held a weapon and Tenskwatawa held a dream, and the dreaming brother’s sights led him to tell the Creek, unite against the white man. 

And our people kept fighting each other, and an American murderer was able to win the Red Stick War. His name was Andrew Jackson and he and his soldiers murdered many hundreds of Creeks, so that his name would become a curse among our people. Indian Killer, he would be called, but somehow he would become a hero among white men. In a new century, statues of him would be built, and his face would be printed upon money.

Location: 8,751

And in time, Andrew Jackson the Indian Killer became the president of his white man’s nation. And in 1830, this murderer signed the Indian Removal Act, after which the Creek people’s hope turned to the mud after a heavy rain, for this law decreed that all Creek people were ordered to leave their homes permanently.

Location: 11,631 On post-reconstruction reality for “freed” slaves

They were frightened of being lynched, now that Black bodies no longer were worth valuable currency on the slave market. 


Monday, January 9, 2023

2023 Reading List

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The Overstory (Audible).  My full review is here.

The Love Songs of W.E.B. Du Bois. My full review is here.

The Heartbeat of Wounded Knee: Native American from 1890 to Present. My "poetic review" is here. My notes and quotes are here.

The Murder Rule (Audible).  Great beach read! In early 2022, I took a screenshot of a tweet from crime writer extraordinaire Don Winslow where he recommended this book. I forgot about about it until a year later and promptly downloaded the book to my Libby app.  4 days later I'd finished it--wow-Aussie author Dervla McTiernan can write.  Full of twists and turns and courtroom drama, the reader goes behind the scenes of the Innocence project to find out if the prisoner in question is truly innocent, or if anyone really is. 

Uncertain Ground: Citizenship in an Age of Endless, Invisible War (Libby, Listened.).  Such a great collection of essays.  My review is here.

Afterlives.  Superb writing that traces the lives of three characters against the background of Tanzanian independence.  My full review is here.  

The Passenger.  Don't read Cormac McCarthy's entirely skippable book...180 pages of my life that I will never get back.  My review is here.

City on Fire (Libby, Listened). Master crime writer Don Winslow pens a fast-paced mafia thriller set in Providence, Rhode Island.  The narrative focuses on Danny Ryan and his struggle to find a place between long-warring Italian and Irish families.  I first read Winslow in his SoCal cartel thriller Savages back in 2010 and have followed his work ever since. City of Fire delivers as a classic crime tale--the best part is that its the first of a trilogy!

Khalil (Libby, Listened)  This 2021 novel takes the reader into the mind of a Moroccan/Belgian suicide bomber with his sight set on Paris. Notably, it's author is a former Algerian Army officer living in exile in France who publishes under the pen name Yasmina Khadra (his wife's first two names).  Even more notable, the French Academy awarded him its Henri Gal Grand Prize for Literature in 2011. All that to say, the story is as nuanced as one would expect from such a gifted author.  Khadra delves into the central chracter Khalil's mind as he unveils the history, influences, and methods that turned a young man into a suicide bomber.  Equal parts terrifying and stupefying, the author declines to offer any easy answers but instead paints a complex picture of the immigrant experience and the roots of modern day terrorism.  *Khadra also wrote one of my favorite novels: What the Day Owes the Night which I reviewed at Beyond Achebe.  

Dispatches From a Cowgirl: Through the Looking Glass With a Navy Diplomat's Wife.   Author Julie Tully pulls back the curtain on what it's like to be the wife of diplomat living in Africa.  With so much written about diplomats, attaches, and ambassadors, Tully fills an important void in telling the story of the vital women/spouses that form the foundation of life overseas.  As she takes the reader on the journey of their lives in Nigeria, Cameroon, and Djibouti, it becomes clear just how pivotal her role was to her husband's success. Indeed, the author regales the readers with story after story of her and her husband's lockstep coordination as they developed plans to host dinners and events--it's readily apparent that the attache life is a team sport.  The only area that I wished she'd fleshed out more were her efforts to enshrine the memory of Pilot Officer Maguire, the only American born military buried in Djibouti--I'd hoped for another chapter on that.  Overall, I can't imagine a more important book for any couple to read before heading to an overseas embassy assignment, particularly one with representational duties.  It will ensure they arrive clear-eyed as  to the rmyriad responsibilities and exciting opportunities of life overseas.

The Last PolicemanWinner of the Mystery Writers of America Edgars Award (Libby) for best paperback original in 2013, the novel tells the story of a world facing pending destruction at the hand of a monster meteor.  No one yet knows where on earth it will hit but already it's upended every societal norm.  Among the changes is a huge spike in suicides--they've become so commonplace they are only nominally investigated and processed.  One day, however, Detectice Henry Palace encounters a man hung in the McDonald's bathroom that doesn't sit right with him. Author Ben Winters creates an interesting story that makes for a good beach read (or in my case, a way to break up the Napoli afternoon commute).  

The Midnight Library (Libby, Listened).   A quantum physics take on It's a Wonderful Life.  Engrossing read that will have you second guessing every significant choice you've made in your own life.  In this novel's case, its protagonist has a chance to re-explore different branches and choices that she didn't make.  Ultimately, the authors forces the readers to question their assumptions about determinism and urges each of us to embrace Socrates' directive to seek to "know thyself."

Falling: A Novel (Libby, Listened). Came across this novel via author Don Winslow's twitter feed.  This is a decent beach read thriller that takes the reader onto a plane that comes under an unconventional terrorist attack.  Frankly, I wasn't sure that the author could write an entire book over such a small slice of time but she does an admirable job of stretch out that space through the thoughts of the various characters.

Romantic Comedy: A Novel (Libby).  Superb beach read.  I first read Sittenfield back in 2006 and she struck me with her ability to create the an encompassing and utterly believable boarding school atmosphere.  A product of Woodberry Forest myself (albeit an all-boys school) I could attest to her mastery.  In Romantic Comedy her research is evident as she tackles the world of late night television (a la SNL) and comedy writing.  Through sketch writer Sally's viewpoint, the reader quickly gets the feeling of a clubby insider--privy to the inner machinations of a unique sub-strata of the Hollywood world.  Romantic Comedy is just what its title describes, and each page is a pleasure as Sittenfield pens perhaps the first great post-COVID COVID novel--one that is unflinching in addressing gender-power dynamics but at the same time tender in its description of all the wonderful and awful ways falling in love feels.

The Violin Conspiracy: A Novel (Libby, Listened). I came across this novel through Anne Bagel's Podcast "What Should I Read Next?" In it she spoke with musician Brendan Slocumb as he described writing his first novel, a tale equal parts mystery and commentary on racism in America.  While this debut novel may have some minor pacing and diction issues, don't let that dissuade you from this deep thrilling deep dive into the classical music world.  As an outsider, it was eye-opening to see and experience the the life of a classical musicians, particularly a black one who is not hesitant to share the myriad racist setbacks and attacks he endures (during the podcast he noted that he based all of the racism from the novel on personal experiences).

Tomorrow and Tomorrow and Tomorrow (Libby, Listened)  Loved this book! So many layers to this book: video game design, love triangles, disability, friendship, companionship--the author's ability to weave so many major life themes into one arc gives it strong Gen Z great american novel vibes.

Paradise.  

Into Thin Air. Tough, jaw-dropping read.  My son got me this as a birthday present and I tore through it in a few short days.

City of Dreams (Libby, listened). The second book in noire crime writer extraordinaire's "Danny Ryan" series, this one builds on the first books. 


Kruse's Keys: Read "The Overstory" to Understands the Roots of this World

On more than one instance, a character in Richard Powers’ Pullitizer prize-winning tale The Overstory, states that “The best arguments in the world won't change a person's mind. The only thing that can do that is a good story.”  Powers sets out to change all our minds in this sprawling (24 hours on Libby app!) story of nine people’s life-changings relationships with various trees (e.g., American chestnuts, a mulberries, maples, banyans, douglas firs, and redwoods).  Prior to reading The Overstory, I had a very baseline understanding of trees and their role in the world.  I believed that having forests was a good thing but reading headlines about 10,000 acres of rainforests disappearing each day would solicit only a small tisk from me before I went on with my day.  I lacked any emotional connection to them.  

This book changed that.  The Overstory changed my mind about trees.  It stoked my curiosity and left me mourning the loss of these incredible living giants (creatures dare I say?).  I was aghast to discover that the entire east coast was once filled with BILLIONS of chestnut trees (the redwoods of the east coast) but that they were decimated after a parasite rode in from East Asia with imported Japanese chestnut trees in 1904.  Less than three decades later, almost every mature American chestnut was gone! Learning about the hundreds of different uses for the American chestnut compounded my sense of loss.  The North American continent that existed since creation is irrevocably different and forever wounded due to this loss.  


The book’s power stems from the readers’ experience of the characters’ lives, among them a group of eco-terrorists, a ground-breaking scientist, and a paralyzed man.  Powers pens the lives of the people with the same care and attention as he does the trees–the trees in fact, probably inhabit more space in the novel (just as they do in the world).  It quickly becomes apparent how much we don’t know about trees.  With the human life cycle less than a century, the millenia-long life cycle of trees means our discoveries will never stop.  


Perhaps the most eye-opening discovery was the way in which trees communicate not only with each other but with us.  Early in her career, scientist Dr. Patty Westerford uncovers the way in which certain trees communicate but she is roundly and ridiculed by her scientific peers.  This shame sends her into academic Siberia and it is only decades later that she is vindicated through later studies.  It turns out that trees are indeed able to warn each other of marauding animals, blight and disease through spores, intertwined root systems, and ways in which we don’t yet understand.  In a speech Patty notes “Nothing is less isolated or more social than a tree.”  


While reading this book has not prompted me to chain myself to a redwood it has changed the way I interact with the trees around me in simple ways.  For instance,I downloaded the “Picture This” app and now routinely snap photos of trees to learn more about them. It reminds me of the feeling I had when I learned to read in kindergarten and would read aloud everything I saw–billboards, signs, advertisements–I had discovered a power that unlocked the world around me.  The Overstory unlocks a similar power–to discover and appreciate the world of trees whose very roots hold us all together.


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Related reading:

Let My People Go Surfing: The Education of a Reluctant Businessman--Including 10 More Years of Business Unusual Read my review of Patagonia founder’s manifesto here 

The Hidden Life of Trees: What They Feel, How They Communicate―Discoveries from A Secret World

Greenwood: A Novel 

Natural History of North American Trees

Gaia


Key Quotes:


Beautiful writing here:

“You have given me a thing I could never have imagined, before I knew you. It's like I had the word "book," and you put one in my hands. I had the world "game," and you taught me how to play. I had the word "life," and then you came along and said, "Oh! You mean this.”


“The best and easiest way to get a forest to return to any plot of cleared land is to do nothing—nothing at all, and do it for less time than you might think.”


Tuesday, July 26, 2022

Kruse's Keys: Read "The Gendarme" to Learn About a Forgotten Genocide (Turkey/Armenia)

Mark Mustian’s The Gendarme is a difficult book to stomach.  Its protagonist is an Ottoman gendarme who slaughtered Armenian men and women during the 1915 genocide.  Along the way, he also falls in love with one of the Armenian deportees–a love that remains unconsummated and seemingly unrequited over the course of more than 70 years.  

In a surprising feat, the author turns an outright villain into an almost-sympathetic old man by giving him a battlefield head injury during the war which wipes out most of his memories. It’s only in his 90’s as he discovers that he has a brain tumor that his memory starts to return in graphic dream-seizures.  He’s spent the last 70 years knowing in his guts that he committed some manner of horrific crimes but unable to recall what he actually did. Equally haunting him is the memory of Araxie, the Armenian woman that he saved and loved and lost.  The novel unfolds as the old man descends into near madness grappling with a past that lies just at the edges of his memory.  


Stories of history’s genocides are vitally important to read and remember.  While the Turkish government doesn’t acknowledge the deaths of more than a million Armenians as genocide, the US government finally did in President Biden’s April 2021 statement on Armenian Remembrance Day.  While he couched his statement by referring to the genocide perpetrators as Ottomans instead of Turks (to be clear–this was factually accurate since Turkey did not become ‘Turkey” until 1923), he was the first President to officially name it (Presidents Reagan and Obama referred to it but never issued an official statement).  


Naming evil is important–whether it’s in own’s one country–or elsewhere around the globe. We must not shy away from it because of our own imperfect (often atrocious) history. If anything, our own history makes it even more important to study history broadly, to give a voice to the voiceless, to stand up for the downtrodden, to remember the forgotten.  Novels play an important role in this pursuit–they place us firmly in the smells, sights, and sounds of history–they immerse us in past lives and allow us to tread in their footsteps.  Novels like “The Gendarme” bring numbers and dates to life, and to paraphrase Tim O’brien, indelibly imprint in us the ghosts and memories and burdens of all the things they carried.


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Related reading:
The Heartbeat of Wounded Knee: Native American from 1890 to Present

References:

Statement by President Joe Biden on Armenian Remembrance Day | The White House

NPR Article on Biden's Statement

How Genocide is Defined and Why It's Difficult to Prove

Literature review of Armenian Genocide fiction

The kernel that let to "Sandcastle Girls"


Key Quotes:


Page 20

All things must come. Death has always been waiting.

Page 39

They are all so superior, these Armenians, so prone to condescension, boastful of their education, miserly and clannish, worshipping their God in their little round churches. Better than us—I heard one now-dead deportee proclaim the empire’s demise without Armenian bankers, lawyers, merchants, and traders. Yet if the Armenians are so smart and the Turks so stupid, how have we arrived at the current situation? Power will dictate, just as in nature, just as in battle. Just as it will tonight.

Page 47

The Armenians are our enemies, allies of the Russians, who have attacked

Page 47

Though I have played with Armenian children, worn shoes stitched by an Armenian cobbler, even been treated once by an Armenian doctor, I do not trust their race or kind. They are devious, all of them, sneaky and cunning, as prone to knife or swindle or trick you as not. Painful as it might be, separation

Page 94

all one’s life looking forward, until at some point a clock shifts and there is more past than future.

Page 120

citadel, stacked layer upon layer over ancient buildings and cultures, was supposedly large enough to house a garrison of ten thousand, supposedly stormed only once, in 1400, by Tamerlane.

Page 121

Aleppo means “milk” in Arabic, testament to the fabled stopover by Abraham on his way to Canaan, the milking of his cow on the citadel hill—Abraham, father of Isaac, father of Ishmael, grandfather to us all.

Page 204

I look back on life now, in America. Where all things are possible, but not guaranteed.

Page 208

My mother always says that indifference is the greatest cruelty. I try not to be indifferent.”

Page 236

am alone here. Are they not also alone? Alone in our hells with no floor.

Page 261

What if Araxie had been in another caravan? What if Carol had been assigned to a different ward? What if the British had left me, had not mistaken me for one of their own? The things that changed the course of my life—the war, the deportations, the injury—all carrying me with them like a seed in the wind. The deaths. America, working.

Page 281

The point of the story seemed to be that to think is to forget, to filter from the mind the unnecessary. I have told myself this, repeated it to myself. I have called it our gift from God. This headlong, heedless survival.”

Page 281

each time we remember, we change the thing remembered in the smallest of ways.

Page 282

Although their purpose is for seeing, they allowed me only to be seen. In the end, I was not ungrateful for blindness.

Page 282

And for that I ask your forgiveness.” Another silence intrudes. I clear my throat again, shuffle my feet. She asks for forgiveness, when I am the monster.

Page 283

“I’ve always found it interesting that there is no blood test—nothing that I know of—to distinguish Armenians from Turks, Christians from Muslims, saints from sinners, the good from the bad. In the end, who really knows—maybe God? I find it funny that the people at my job called me ‘Turk.’

Page 283

But we were right, Ahmet, about America, about its beauty, its opportunity. Here you can change your name, alter your identity, construct the someone you wanted to be.

Page 287

There is the thrill—the old thrill—of being with her, of freedom.

Page 294

Remembering is living. Forgetting, as Ahmet Khan learns, has its costs.

Page 294

Decades on, even centuries on, our shared history remains vital, the connection, however tenuous, to some tribal sense of before. Time stretches and calms, but still we reach, for we belonged then. We want to know. Sometimes that knowledge is painful, or inconvenient, or even damning. But it is essential. It exposes us for what we have been, and can be.


Monday, July 11, 2022

Kruse's Keys: Read "In the Name of Jesus: Reflections on Christian Leadership" to Discover God's First Love

Father Henri Nouwen taught for 20 years at Harvard, Notre Dame, and Yale but began to feel his own spiritual death developing (what many Christian leaders may identify as burnout). So he prayed a simple–but very brave–prayer: “Lord, show me where you want me to go and I will follow you, but please be clear and unambiguous about it!” And God called him away from a prestigious teaching career to l’Arche Daybreak-–a community in Ontario where people with and without intellectual communities live together in homes and do life together. Henri suddenly found himself in a place where only his “vulnerable self” was valued (not his degrees, books, and accomplishments). Henri derived In the Name of Jesus: Reflections on Christian Leadership from a series of speeches that he gave on what he saw as the future of Christian leadership. Warning: this is not an easy feel-good devotional style book–it is gut-wrenching in its challenge to Christians.


In the book he uses Christ’s temptation to address three temptations that the Christian leader must reject:

1. The temptation to be relevant
2. The temptation to be spectacular
3. The temptation to be powerful

Practically, this means leaders must choose love over power, the cross over control, and being led over being a leader. Leaders must seek a path toward downward mobility–becoming less and less and more and more in love with God. Henri asserts that the primary way leaders can do this is through contemplative prayer which shifts a Christian’s from the moral to the mystic. He doesn’t get into what contemplative prayers means beyond that it is union with God in prayer (a phrase that is also the original meaning of the word theology). Ultimately this pursuit will lead the believer to a cherishing of God’s first love (i.e., Jesus–”because he first loved us).   This pursuit will also better enable Christian to answer the call to "love one another"--something that Henri shares is primary done through confession and forgiveness--this isn't a notion that would likely occurs to most leaders. That Jesus-focused relationship–a deep and intimate one must be the primary pursuit of the future Christian leader.

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Kruse's Notes:

10 Ask yourself: “has becoming older brought me closer to Jesus?”

11 “Burnout” = convenient psychological translation for a spiritual death

11 “Lord, show me where you want me to go and I will follow you, but please be clear and unambiguous about it!”

17 the future christian leader is called to be completely irrelevant with only his vulnerable self to offer.

Idea of God’s first love

23-24 After rising from the dead, Jesus asks Peter quite simply–do you love me?

25 Knowing the heart of God means knowing his “first love”--”Let us love, because he first
loved us.” 1 John 4:19. All other love is conditional and broken–he calls this “second Love”.

28 contemplative prayer = dwelling in the God’s presence. It reinforces our place and our worth and our value in a world that seeks to distract. It’s answering God’s continual question: Do you love me?

30 Theology–original meaning was “union with God in prayer”

31 Discipline of contemplative prayer leads to a permanent, intimate relationship with Jesus which yields words, advice, and guidance needed by leaders.

31 Dealing with the ‘burning issues’ of the day without being rooted in a relationship with Jesus can lead to divisiveness.

32 Fruitful Christan leader leadership requires a movement from the moral to the mystical.

17-18 Temptation to be “relevant” (i.e., turn stones into bread)

38 Temptation to be spectacular (i.e., throw yourself down and let the angels catch you)

55 Temptation to be powerful (i.e., Satan will give Jesus all the kingdoms of the world)

56 letting go of power and allowing yourself to be led

40 We are sent out two by two–called to share the gospel together

45 biblical leadership is squarely servant-leadership

46 Confession (our own brokenness) and forgiveness are the primary concrete ways that we, as Christians, love each other

59 “power offers an easy substitute for the hard task of love…easier to be God than to love God.

60 Choose love over power, the cross over control, and being led over being a leader

60 Leaders often choose power instead of intimacy in relationships

62 Christian leaders are called to downward mobility

62 Jesus’ definition of maturity as willingness to be led where you don’t want to go.

73 Praying leader, vulnerable leader, trusting leader

Sunday, July 10, 2022

Kruse's Keys: Read "The Long Walk Home" to Be Reminded of a Father's Compassion

In The Long Walk Home: Discovering the Fullness of Life in the Love of the Father, pastor Matt Carter uses the biblical story of the prodigal son to grapple with the idea of faith in a broader church community where youth are struggling with depression in record numbers and leaving the church in droves once they reach adulthood.  Carter’s central thesis is that as believers we need to taste Jesus’ love in a personal way within an authentic community.  The biggest barrier to that?  Sin–which separates and divides.  The author is quick to point out however, that we often fall prey to thinking more highly of our sin than God’s love and forgiveness–in other words we dwell on sin that’s already been forgiven and let that weigh us down.  He offers a model prayer for confessing sin that reframes a Christian’s approach from asking for forgiveness to agreeing with God that you did sin and acknowledging that we’ve already been forgiven.  Here’s the prayer in its entirety:


God I confess and agree that what I did was wrong and is contrary to your nature, and 

because you are a faithful and just God, I know you have forgiven me. Please help me live my life in light of your amazing love for me.


This mode of confession seeks to bolster our faith as it puts us in the position to take God at his word.  “God loves it when His people believe him” Carter asserts and this is truly the simplest definition of faith.  The one time in the Bible that Jesus “marvels,” came when a Roman soldier took Jesus at his word and told him that he didn’t need to physically visit his ailing servant but could just speak the words and he’d be healed. 


The book closes by highlighting perhaps Jesus’ most amazing attribute: compassion.  As the prodigal son returns home, we see a father looking for his son “from a long way off” with “compassion.”  Previous to reading this, I most often thought of God being disappointed in my failures–but never feeling compassion.  Jesus comes along side of us and feels our failures acutely–indeed he’s already felt their weight on the cross weighing him down. And those failures have been finished (tetelestai) and left behind on the cross.  There’s a comfort in knowing that our God isn’t waiting for us on his throne to come groveling back to him, but he’s out in the field waiting and looking for us.


For more on the parable of the Prodigal Son, read my review of Tim Keller's Prodigal God here.


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Notes:

16 One reason kids walk away from the church–not having tasted Jesus’ love in a personal 

way.

20 Kids walk away because of the lack of an authentic community

24 That we’re missing out on life is a lie from hell

28 “We’re literally dying from despair.”  From Sen Sasse Them book on declining average 

lifespan in U.S.  https://www.amazon.com/Them-Hate-Each-Other-Heal/dp/1250193680 

31 the world needs ordinary people who will go “all-in”

52 The one time in the Bible that Jesus “marveled”--when the Roman soldier came to Jesus 

for healing of his servant.  And he told Jesus he didn’t need him to come see the servant–he just needed to say the word!  “God loves it when His people believe him.”  This is the simplest definition of faith.  

63 Lingering after noticing someone’s attractiveness can lead to temptation to lust and then 

sin.  Sin then is a matter of your focus.

86 We all–that is mankind–has a Jesus-shaped void in our hearts–that’s what it means in 

Ecc 3:11 when it says God has put eternity in our hearts.

132 Sin creates a separation and divides

149 Model prayer for confessing our sin: 

God I confess and agree that what I did was wrong and is contrary to your nature, and 

because you are a faithful and just God, I know you have forgiven me. Please help me live my life in light of your amazing love for me.”

154-55 John Piper was asked on a panel if there was anything that made him doubt God.  His 

answer was “slowness of his sanctification.” Even this great pillar of the Christian faith 

has self doubt!

159 “God is home to me.” 

160 When we allow our past confessed sin to keep us from coming home to God–we are 

thinking more highly of that sin than God’s love.

165 we should mourn our sin looking at the cross which paid for that sin.  

174 God is looking for us “from a long way off” and feels compassion.  I’ve always thought of 

God feeling disappointment in my failures but never compassion. 

187 Grace= receiving what we don’t deserve

Mercy= not receiving what we deserve