Showing posts with label poetry. Show all posts
Showing posts with label poetry. Show all posts

Wednesday, November 11, 2020

Kruse's Keys: Read "The Red-Haired Woman" to Explore Father-Son Relationships (Turkey)

The apartment building that we lived in during Covid had a community library of sorts on the garage level. Stocked by the hundreds of residents, the three shelves carried a rotating assortment of fiction, self-help books, partisan political tomes, and biographies. It was there that I picked up The Red-Haired Woman by Orhan Pamuk. I'd heard of this fairly prolific Turkish writer but I'd never read anything by him other than leafing through his well-reviewed Snow at a bookstore once.

On the surface the novel is about a boy serving as a well apprentice in post-WWII Turkey, two possible murders, one case of possible incest, and late 20th century capitalism in the country. These subject cut quite a wide swath, particularly because Pamuk uses them comment on political exile and the deep cutting power of father-son relationships.  

Pamuk uses two myths to frame a narrative which flows quickly--the first you've heard of: the Oedipus tale where the son unknowingly kills his father; the second you likely haven't Ferdawsi's Rustam and Sohrab where the father unknowingly kills his son.  The latter is taken from the epic Persian poem Shahnameh which tells both the mythical and quasi-true history of the Persian empire.  

From the novel's title one might assume the tale is about the enigmatic red-haired woman, however, it's clear she's a mere backdrop by which Pamuk explores the ways in which a father and son can both love and hurt each other and the way this relationship spills over into society at large.  And despite claiming that Snow would be his first and only political novel, its obvious that much of this exploration is also a commentary on the rise of President Erdogan, particularly with the following quote:

t seems we would all like a strong, decisive father telling us what to do and what not to do. Is it because it is so difficult to distinguish what we should and shouldn't do, what is moral and right from what is sinful and wrong? Or is it because we constantly need to be reassured that we are innocent and have not sinned? Is the need for a father always there, or do we feel it only when we are confused, or anguished, when our world is falling apart?"

See our 2020, 2019, 2018, 2017, 2016, 2015 and 2014 Reading Lists.

Key Quotes:
I had wanted to be a writer. But after the events I am about to describe, I studied engineer in geology and became a building contractor. Even So, readers shouldn't conclude from my telling the story now that it is over, that I've put it all behind me. The more I remember, the deeper I fall into it. Perhaps you, too, will follow, lured by the enigma of father and sons.

Their search for lost fathers had cast both Oedipus and Sohrab far from the cities and the lands to which they belonged, into places where, vulnerable to exploitation by their countries' foes, they ended up traitors.  In both stories, loyalty to family, to king, to father, and to dynasty is placed above loyalty to nation, and the protagonists' treasonous predicaments are never emphasized.  




Friday, August 9, 2019

Kruse's Keys: Read "Where the Crawdads Sing" To Be Transported Way Over Yonder

I read this beautiful lyrical book in two days--no exaggeration.

"Where the Crawdads Sing" is equal parts murder mystery, searing social indictment, love letter to naturalism, and soaring poetry.  It's amazing that this is author Delia Owens first work of fiction!  She writers with grace and beauty and crafts a narrative that immediately draws in the reader and keeps them turning the pages.

About the narrative--this is the story of a young girl (Kya) abandoned in the swampy wild marshes of North Carolina who not only survives, but thrives despite these dire circumstances.  Along the way she falls in love more than a few times and eventually finds herself facing a set of murder charges.  I'm hesitant to share much more than that as far as the story goes because it's just that good!




See our 20192018201720162015 and 2014 Reading Lists.

Key Quotes:

  • Just forget it. No god's gonna come to this garden. (70)
  • I don't know how to do life without grits. (74)
  • Go out as far as you can--way out yonder where the crawdads sing. (111)
  • She laughed for his sake, something she'd never done.  Giving away another piece of herself just to have someone else. (177)



Monday, July 1, 2019

This Evening I Can Write the Saddest Lines (Cape St. Claire Edition)

I wrote this poem after the last boxes were packed up from our home in Annapolis and as I contemplated the past three years we spent here. I wonder what my feelings will be a few years from now when we leave Addis Ababa.



































This evening I can write the saddest lines
Write, for example, “One day my children
will no longer create art for me.”
The Magothy river breeze pushes through our yard and sings.
This evening I can write the saddest lines
I loved our years here and they are gone forever
Through evenings like this one, my children bounced in our trampoline
How I loved to hear their squeals of delight.
Tonight I can write the saddest lines
To think that I have lost this, to feel that it is gone.
To hear the echoes in our empty home, still emptier without them
And the verse falls to my soul, like the sun setting in our backyard
What does it matter that our love did not keep us here
The house is empty and they are not with me.
This is all. In the distance children yell and play. In this distance
My soul is not satisfied that we are leaving.
My mind tries to freeze and frame these memories
My heart aches for them but they are not with me.
The same dusk kisses yellow upon the leaves of our walnut tree
We of these years are no longer the same
I no longer live here, that’s certain, but how I loved it
My heart searched the halls for a way to make us stay
Another. Another home will be ours. Like this one that poured loved into our lives.
New halls, new kitchens, new laughter, new tears, new love.
Because through evenings like this one, I held my children in my arms
Because through nights like this one, I kissed my beloved’s lips,
Our eyes searching into each other.
My soul is satisfied that we have our family.
Though more moves may make me suffer
And these the last verses I write for our home in Cape St. Claire.

Thursday, August 18, 2016

Kwaheri List of Comoros Posts

Compared to a rather extensive Madagascar summary list, looking back I've written a measly five whole posts specific to Comoros.  I have a couple drafts posts--one on the Comorian tradition of "love shacks"--I need to finish before we depart this November.

I probably only traveled in Comoros about ten times the last three years so I didn't have as much experience there but it was a fascinating country with amazingly warm and kind people.

Now that the Peace Corps has returned to Comoros--I'd definitely recommend doing a search for some of the PCV blogs--that's my favorite place to start to learn about a new country.  Additionally, the Peace Corps staff there has put together some great youtube videos here on the language.

Homesick reminisces for my daughters while flying high above the Indian Ocean

What it's like to drive in Comoros: A Matador, A Bull, or the Cape

Voyage Aux Comores: Comoros Has Grown On Me

The Kafir of Khartala- (Comoros) -The Only Comorian Novel Ever Published?

'A movie in the making in Comoros' or 'Marooned in Moroni'

Till Bacteria Do Us Part (FAO Pro-Tip #4)

Ode to VapoRub (FAO Pro-Tip #1)

You're Only a Handshake Away (FAO Pro-Tip #2)

Sunday, August 14, 2016

Veloma List of All of Our Madagascar Posts


We will miss all of our Malagasy Helpers!
















































Saturday, August 13, 2016

'Veloma' List of Poems/Notable Prose Written While In Madagascar

Looking back, I've written a fair amount of poetry/notable prose these past three years.  As I contemplate the approaching end of our tour here, I wanted to organize all the links for them in one place:


Homesick Reminisces a Mile Above the Indian Ocean
Some thoughts written during one of my trips to Comoros.

I Want You To Know--A Poem On the Passing of Madiba
Something for my daughters.

The Road from Tana to Andasibe
Written after a road trip out the countryside.

From Fonte Hill to Capitol Hill: Lou Wilson, Tide Laundry Detergent and Why I Ended Up in the Navy
My 2015 Marine Corps Ball speech.

How Does One Measure Sadness
Philosophical poem on sadness and dealing with loss and awfulness.

Ode to VapoRub
On the highs and lows of traveling as a Foreign Area Officer.

Monday, April 6, 2015

The Road from Tana to Antsirabe

Ruined rusted red sheet metal roof

of the church by the muddy opaque serpent
                                                                     win   ng
                                                                          di
                                                                        lake 

Inexplicable phantom railway tracks appear just across a muddied red asphalt strip

Rice fields glow verdant with every spectrum of green in the universe bleeding Into yellow there 

Weary black brown faces
asiatic eyes staring
                                blankly as you pass
a slightly raised eyebrow betrays only the slightest germ of curiousity 

Fresh shucked corn in boiling smoking black metal pots.
Dirtied faces
Coal black eyes
strong hands gripping shucking

Other hands hoist fresh ears for sale

An old sky blue Citroen                       stops
a young Malagasy man                      emerges
hands over a note
                                                           grinning.






















Monday, March 23, 2015

Les Naufrages de Tana or Aeneas' Descent



Inondations

Once green rice fields now vast wastelands of muddied flooded lives

Homes 
kitchens
tables
bodies
beds
dreams

a forgotten ragged dolls
faded photos from a wedding day--their Sunday best
a forgotten bag of sugar

underneath a mattress 
                   a black comb 
                   a derelict flip flop
                   a stack of 10,000 ariary notes saved for a daughter's birthday
                   a crumpled torn facture
                   a once vanished silver ring

All these things
All this trash treasure
All these dreams
So many too many so many so long

Buried underneath the agnostic weight of miles of water

From the top of the hill in Ambohimanarina the ruined rice field stretches out as a darkened brown lake
The winds whipping crests across it

Slanted shanty rooftops bob out like a boneyard of half sunken ships. 

Barely buoyant pirogues manned by waiting Charons ferry families back and forth from derelict stranded villages

The ariary must always appear under the tongue--something
                                                                                someone    must always be buried.

But for the sweaty dirty mama reny
in the faded ratty plastic-sheeted tent

along the digue in Tana

Charon steals away even the cool tidal promise of death--

instead cursing reny to wander the dykes
crying for a smile
sleeping to forget 
longing for sun
hoping for harvest

looking for a hand

praying for a path

back

home.


Thursday, December 6, 2012

Poem 5 from Rabearivelo's From the Night

This is a cross post from For Unofficial Use Only.  You can read more about the Malagasy poet here.

"5" from Rabearivelo's From the Night (Nadika Tamin'ny Alina)

Love this poem, especially that last line--what a raw and true sentiment.

5
You sleep, my darling;
you sleep in her arms, my youngest child
I do not see your eyes, heavy with night,
which shine like beads of real gold
or like ripe grapes.

A gust of fine wind half-opens our door,
puffs up your thin dress
and ruffles your hair,
then sweeps a paper from my table,
which I chase to the threshold.

I lift my head,
and there in my hand is the poem just begun:
your eyes blink in the sky
and I call the poem: STARS.